Ok, so I've gone through all the stressing and waiting for this meeting. I'm just a little nervous because my attorney didn't brief me about any of the questions. I'm hoping we will chat before we go in and see the trustee. Once I sent the papers off, I really felt better.
So, I'm moving Sunday to another state. My stuff is on it's way there (I'm thinking I don't know if I really ike Fedex-misinformation, but I digress).
I'm going into this meeting a bit sad. I'm going to miss the hell out of my best friend, and other friends. I will miss the pretty state I live in for the scenery, but that is about it. I've been here 13 years. Not really how I wanted to go out by filing BK, but what can you do? So back to the friend thing, my best friend has been pretty cool about this, and a few others know. And no one, cept for one said it was a bad idea. I tried and researched every other avenue I could think of. Some are excited for me, but also sad to see me leave. There isn't much here for me in this state. I'm rambling right now. The last few days have been crazy and chaotic. I got hurt on New Years Eve. I was sober and still managed to fall and bash my "good" knee.
So, it's maybe bittersweet for me right now. I've had to finish packing, and ship stuff, and still have tons to do. But, like any human, I'm completely second guessing myself. I know a few people in the state where I am moving. Turns out a boyfriend from my teens lives about two hours from me in the new state. And I've got a few other people close by. I kno that I've hated where I've lived for a long time, and I should try somewhere else, really a complete fresh start. I'm even changing careers. (Well, still need to find a job). But, I'm kind of sad. I'm trying not to tear up right now, I'm at the library. (Not a good idea to cry here). I'm super thankful my mother has been completely there for me, she suggested BK, and has been there every step of the way, even offering me her condo in another state so I can start over without stressing over a lot of bills. I have promises to her that I intend to keep. (I was never a big spender, my bills got insane, hospital, etc.). And I'm super thankful that the friends that know have been supportive and discrete. And also thankful for my new friends here. Well, I've got to check emails, and stop talking 
But, wow, I needed to get that out. Thanks veryone!
So, I'm moving Sunday to another state. My stuff is on it's way there (I'm thinking I don't know if I really ike Fedex-misinformation, but I digress).
I'm going into this meeting a bit sad. I'm going to miss the hell out of my best friend, and other friends. I will miss the pretty state I live in for the scenery, but that is about it. I've been here 13 years. Not really how I wanted to go out by filing BK, but what can you do? So back to the friend thing, my best friend has been pretty cool about this, and a few others know. And no one, cept for one said it was a bad idea. I tried and researched every other avenue I could think of. Some are excited for me, but also sad to see me leave. There isn't much here for me in this state. I'm rambling right now. The last few days have been crazy and chaotic. I got hurt on New Years Eve. I was sober and still managed to fall and bash my "good" knee.
So, it's maybe bittersweet for me right now. I've had to finish packing, and ship stuff, and still have tons to do. But, like any human, I'm completely second guessing myself. I know a few people in the state where I am moving. Turns out a boyfriend from my teens lives about two hours from me in the new state. And I've got a few other people close by. I kno that I've hated where I've lived for a long time, and I should try somewhere else, really a complete fresh start. I'm even changing careers. (Well, still need to find a job). But, I'm kind of sad. I'm trying not to tear up right now, I'm at the library. (Not a good idea to cry here). I'm super thankful my mother has been completely there for me, she suggested BK, and has been there every step of the way, even offering me her condo in another state so I can start over without stressing over a lot of bills. I have promises to her that I intend to keep. (I was never a big spender, my bills got insane, hospital, etc.). And I'm super thankful that the friends that know have been supportive and discrete. And also thankful for my new friends here. Well, I've got to check emails, and stop talking But, wow, I needed to get that out. Thanks veryone!
it was all for naught ... guess we should have listend to our att., he said there was nothing to be worried about. 
And now we are in the 60 day club .. WOO HOO! 
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