So my lawyer is paid and she says we should get a date in November. I personally cannot wait. But a few things concern me.
-I'm a realtor. Specifically a short sale realtor. All my clients are way upside down and behind and I counsel them on this debt and solve their house problems with their lenders. This requires that I stay pretty public to advertise myself to get more business. I keep thinking someone will call me out publicly for filing BK. Never mind that I am letting the house go and a short sale does me personally no good since I'm off the hook anyway and my problem is not the house so much as all the other debt I picked up. I feel like such a hypocrite and I'm scared the world will know and I'll be explaining to people how I can be such a great short sale realtor, but still be filing bk and letting my house go.
-My business is starting to do really well. It is a newer business so its not why I ended up broke. However since my turn around on short sales is so slow I'll still not pass median next month before filing, but I am likely to make much more next year than this year. I mean not enough to pay my debt, but enough that I'll be pretty comfortable next year, especially without my debt. I feel really guilty about that. Like I don't deserve it almost.
Whats my problem?
-I'm a realtor. Specifically a short sale realtor. All my clients are way upside down and behind and I counsel them on this debt and solve their house problems with their lenders. This requires that I stay pretty public to advertise myself to get more business. I keep thinking someone will call me out publicly for filing BK. Never mind that I am letting the house go and a short sale does me personally no good since I'm off the hook anyway and my problem is not the house so much as all the other debt I picked up. I feel like such a hypocrite and I'm scared the world will know and I'll be explaining to people how I can be such a great short sale realtor, but still be filing bk and letting my house go.
-My business is starting to do really well. It is a newer business so its not why I ended up broke. However since my turn around on short sales is so slow I'll still not pass median next month before filing, but I am likely to make much more next year than this year. I mean not enough to pay my debt, but enough that I'll be pretty comfortable next year, especially without my debt. I feel really guilty about that. Like I don't deserve it almost.
Whats my problem?
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