You mean, they would actually be interested in my tax return from LAST year?? Seriously?
We don't have the ability to SAVE anything because we dump all of our income into making the mortgage payments on our rental properties (tenants can't pay full amount or are out of a job). Getting them out is pointless.
In a perfect world, I would love to bank about 3 months worth of rental payments and keep my tax return. But I'm so nervous about getting into trouble, I'm afraid to allow myself to keep anything.
I am so torn between wanting to do what is right and literally walk away with NOTHING. Or, feeling bitter for the money that we've lost and trying to hold back some of that rental income in hopes of getting my feet back on the ground. The thing is, we are going from day to day on a wing and a prayer. If anything happens to those rentals, we can't afford to fix or repair it. Worse yet, if anything happened to my family, we have no savings...NOTHING, to fall back on. I am frantic because we've always had an emergency fund. Mind you, this doesn't count the credit card debt I have avoided paying since Feb and I STILL can't get ahead.
I need that tax return.
We don't have the ability to SAVE anything because we dump all of our income into making the mortgage payments on our rental properties (tenants can't pay full amount or are out of a job). Getting them out is pointless.
In a perfect world, I would love to bank about 3 months worth of rental payments and keep my tax return. But I'm so nervous about getting into trouble, I'm afraid to allow myself to keep anything.
I am so torn between wanting to do what is right and literally walk away with NOTHING. Or, feeling bitter for the money that we've lost and trying to hold back some of that rental income in hopes of getting my feet back on the ground. The thing is, we are going from day to day on a wing and a prayer. If anything happens to those rentals, we can't afford to fix or repair it. Worse yet, if anything happened to my family, we have no savings...NOTHING, to fall back on. I am frantic because we've always had an emergency fund. Mind you, this doesn't count the credit card debt I have avoided paying since Feb and I STILL can't get ahead.
I need that tax return.
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