Having a hard time...

[hnhlvr]

Everyone has such great words-of-wisdom.

Best of luck, Berrymom. As everyone has said, it will get easier.

I wish I could add more to what everyone has said, but like you, I'm dealing with similar emotions (relieved one moment, sad the next). As SuchPlainTired stated, you may find benefit in seeing a doctor if you're having a lot of anxiety or problems sleeping.

Hugs to you.

[justplaintired]

Hey I forgot check craigslist. You know after we found our fridge when ours died, I was looking on there and found a great fridge almost like the one we bought for $200. You never know you might find a nice one cheap on there. You could even put on an ad that your looking for a decent inexpensive fridge for a family with kids who just moved and your fridge died. Some kind heart soul might just offer you one very reasonable.

Good luck and I hope you're feeling better