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Case Closed...What if I win the lottery
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Kari
10/12/2007 Filed Chapter 711/08/2007 341 Meeting 01/07/2008 Last Day for Objections
http://www.bankruptisnormal.com/
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Dr. VB & Lottery
I messed up my life because I had a delusion that I was destined to win the lottery. I would pray and strangers would tell me I was going to win (twice). But over a decade passed and I never won. I still have the delusion but am open it could be a delusion.
*I really thought I came into this world to win the lottery since I was 18. I'm now 34 and just waking up. I didn't tell my shrink about it because I thought she would label me Schizophrenia. When i talked to my spiritual guides they told me don't tell her of our conversations because she wouldn't understand. I believed...but looking at where I am now...I recently told my shrink a little of it (wanted to be more honest, because I know how to come across "normal" b/c I don't want to be drugged like zombie guinea pig) and she prescribed me a medication for anxiety. Because of my OCD/concern I looked it up, and sure enough, I saw it only used for Schizophrenia (some newly approved drug by the FDA, wonder how long before it's recalled). I'm sure she knew I would look this up, so why she wasn't honest to me?
I adore her, I didn't have warm, maternal love, and she is one of closest.
My mom was very cold, nasty, diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic. I like her though because she gave me birth. I want to say l've but my mother withheld that love since I was a little child begging her and crying to her to just say it once to me.
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I have a kinda funny story about the lottery.
Well last Christmas was the WORST ever in our house. I should have really filed BK a year before that....things were that bad. I could barely afford anything at all for anyone. I was just in tears, the saddest holiday season I ever had.
One of my personal Christmas "traditions" is that when I get Mom and Dad's Christmas cards, and my son's, I stick about 5 or 10 one-dollar scratch offs in each card. Seldom do they win anything except $1 or a free ticket, but it's fun to watch the scratching, LOL! I've been doing that for years.
Despite being so broke, I did the same last year. Well my son, who I was hardly able to buy a thing for at all (he was 21 last Christmas) started scratching his off and lo and behold, $50!!!!!!! He scratches some more, and another one......$25!!!!!!!!!!!
You can just imagine how that felt. A $75 gift on that really "lean" Christmas was every bit as good, it seemed, as a $1,000 check tucked in the card.
I won't ever forget that. Just when I needed it most!Filed Ch. 7 June 14, 2007
341 Meeting July 19, 2007
Discharged September 17, 2007
Closed September 17, 2007
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