Emotionally frozen

[EZDUZIT449]

OK, I have been busy all day seperating paper work, thought I had already done that, but so much more paper mail has come in, in just the past few weeks.

Tommorow, I am gonna do a spread sheet and get some figures in order. I am just gonna keep reading here and use you guys for a few days or week, to keep the momentum up.

I do not feel all that bad for the companies I have to file against, more upset with myself, for not having a savings to fall back on during disability. Everything was OK on my credit for years untill a 5 months ago.

Thanks for the encouragement, I feel so much better.
I will keep posting untill I get this done.

[guzzie]

hi .......just like walking....one step at a time....hope when you make a decision everything goes well for you.....remember you got lots of friends here.....I'm rooting for you.....you will come out of this a ok and feel much better about everything.....guzzie

[EZDUZIT449]

I have been up since sunrise. I re-read the posts and it inspired me to do one more day of paper work to get ready to file. I am stopping for the day, and have accomplished more than I thought in 4 hours. Just looking at all the figures gives me anxiety, but I need to get this started and over with. The anxiety is not going anywheres untill this is done. Thanks

[JRScott]

It is normal to feel hesistant about filing bankruptcy. We all would prefer to have paid our bills had we been able to. We feel guilty that we can't. I fought filing for 2 years. I ended up emotionally depressed because of it and my physical health suffered as well.

After I made the decision and started working on it I felt so much better. Its been like a great weight was lifted. I have hope for the future.

If your situation is to the point you need to file for bankruptcy I encourage you to do so and find that peace of mind you've been wanting.

Good Luck.