not quite sure how to phrase that, but hopefully it makes sense.
i quit my job 5 years ago because of a, for lack of a better term , nervous breakdown. i was specifically sick of my job, but the rest of my life sucked too. so i basically just gave up on life. at the time i figured i could just find another job if and when i wanted to (i have a masters degree and a pretty good track record of results). but other pysch issues arose - my fear/hatred of people, social anxiety, adult ADHD, depression, - to the point that i couldnt even think about dealing with the reality of another 9-5 job. i didnt care about the debt, i didnt care about anything. i tried getting help but the meds and therapy didnt take. i wouldve killed myself, but i was too chicken. so now 5 years later - i just "survive".
ive always had a theoretical intent to pay back my cc debt and most certainly would if i had the money - but the tangible evidence of job hunting or frugality isnt there. i never thought ahead like i was gaming the system, or running up charges with the specific intent to file BK and having them discharged - but the evidence might appear otherwise.
now, ironically, if part of my debt is not forgiven, id still be in the same place i am today (burdened, anxious, and unable to pay on my debts).
so - can any of this help my defense if i get an AP?
thanks for your help!
i quit my job 5 years ago because of a, for lack of a better term , nervous breakdown. i was specifically sick of my job, but the rest of my life sucked too. so i basically just gave up on life. at the time i figured i could just find another job if and when i wanted to (i have a masters degree and a pretty good track record of results). but other pysch issues arose - my fear/hatred of people, social anxiety, adult ADHD, depression, - to the point that i couldnt even think about dealing with the reality of another 9-5 job. i didnt care about the debt, i didnt care about anything. i tried getting help but the meds and therapy didnt take. i wouldve killed myself, but i was too chicken. so now 5 years later - i just "survive".
ive always had a theoretical intent to pay back my cc debt and most certainly would if i had the money - but the tangible evidence of job hunting or frugality isnt there. i never thought ahead like i was gaming the system, or running up charges with the specific intent to file BK and having them discharged - but the evidence might appear otherwise.
now, ironically, if part of my debt is not forgiven, id still be in the same place i am today (burdened, anxious, and unable to pay on my debts).
so - can any of this help my defense if i get an AP?
thanks for your help!
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