So many hardships in my life right now. Having to file BK seems like such a failure. Found out the lease on our van is up in a month. We dont know what to do!?! We have not filed BK yet still getting everything ready and need to payoff the lawyer. The washing machine needs repair, I broke the start button on the dryer, my younger sis has cancer, I suffer from anxiety and depression and have been on disability on/off for 3 years and it seems like we just never have any money for anything. Feeding growing kids is hard enough! Lord really... I know I have said it before but I really CAN'T take anymore. I need rest. I need peace in my life I cannot handle anymore. I feel like the next thing that happends I will just loose it!